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Koh Yang Jun (YJ)
March 8th
Anglican
Phileo
March 8th
Anglican
Phileo
9:46 PM / Monday, October 15, 2007
Uhm...yeah...that sort of sums up my feelings for the past few days. =/ I dunno but my mom's been really pushing the right buttons the past few days and i had a cold war with her then made-up *Sort of........well if u count talking with each other again make-up then yeah..* then a cold war not long after. X_X Arg....i was really off! *Thank god for my amazing ability to supress my anger.....least i would turn crazy~* ._.First of all, i needed a new pair of shoes, then my mom told me on friday that i should go with her to buy a pair since Takashimaya had a storewide discount for 3 days. But knowing the extent of my laziness, i didn't want to go on friday, instead opp to go with her on sat. So she starts off saying if we were to go on sat we had to be up real early since around midnoon my sis had swimming lessons. So i said why don't we go AFTER the lesson, and she goes into a fit and starts throwing her complains bout me at me(Past, present AND future) Well, i got nothing to say, but i just didn't get the random fit so naturally, i argued back. (My fault....) That led to the first cold war. @_@
Not long later, we were ok again. (Awestruck recovery) Then, later during the night at my grandparent's place, i asked for the warm up of the letover dinner since i was hungry. *Happens often..dun be suprised =3* So my mom told Rose (My house maid, i prefer calling her by her name since the term maid....gives a bad impression...and shes real nice too =/) went over to warm up the food with the microwave. When she brought it to me, i saw onli the soup spoon to eat with, so i asked for a pair of chopsticks, since i was preoccupied entertaining my granddad with a majong game, and my mom keeps insisting that i eat with the soup spoon (How do u eat with a soup spoon?????) Hence, i keep insisting that i would rather eat with a pair of chopsticks. Now my mom goes into a fit again, saying that if i were to eat with the chopsticks, she would not play with us. *Honestly speaking, i didn't care much if she played with us or not since it's not my idea of playing but rather my brother's....*So she left, and i asked my dad to fill the gap. That was the second cold war. *I can write a book....literally write a book on the history of cold war with my mom.....*
There were many pitiful (And unnecessary to post) arguements within the cold war btu i won't add too much oil to the fire. I used to remember being abused with words by my mom last time till i cried (Now thats really rare....i would even bite a hole on the sleeve of my shirt to release the anger inside...) But since then i would actually rather argue to calm myself but i would end up holding back and try to end it as quick as possible since i recall once arguing till my mom actually cried. *Sad right? My life's so screwed......*
Peeps in such cases usually look for someone to vent to but i'd rather keep it to myself, its not nice to rant bout ur parents. (FYI: Wad i typed so far isn't ranting but narration of how the incident took place....)
Ok, on the happier side, i actually think i have a future part-time job. Daniel, the day on his birthdae, was talking to me bout his part-time job and i found it quite nice and the pay was reasonable. So I think i would go ahead with the application once the holidays started. Most prolly would be asking u guys to join me, since i heard some of u wanted to work during the holidays. =DD It's quite boring to work alone ya know, having someone u know around sort of makes things smoother. xDD
Also i started checking out the Claymore u recommended to me Christine, its real nice! *Though kinda gloomy feel to it but guess thats how i like it @_@ im wierd right...? Peeps prefer sunny blue days i prefer coudy, gray or rainy days....LOL!*