When you wake up with a stomache, yet have booming promptings that you are on duty today is indeed a wonderful experience. I wound up 30 minutes late for practice, though i did inform them early. Still it raged on throughout the whole day coupled with lack of sleep. So if any of you guys thought the service worship today was good i can say it's 90% God and 10% me. :)
Hope you had fun boonie. :) Happy birthday man, hope you would learn to know God the way i met him too buddy.
11:15 PM /
Saturday, October 10, 2009
I guess sometimes many things in life happen to turn out right. But being skeptical, your mind wanders off building worse-case scenarios and ridiculous possibilities. God's blessings are abundant in different times of ur life yet your mind comes up with the right amount of creative things which might just turn out to be giving yourself more ideas to doubt His blessings. Such is the negativity of the human mind. :)
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Still digesting my entire piece of "Encouragement post-its". A reminder that we don't serve in a part-time ministry and knowing our vision of TCM. The nutshell version of the entire retreat today, God inspired encouragements, wonderful sharing and Moving Spirit..
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Be careful of spoken words. God can intend a good thing, given the wrong words/tone/attitude/delivery can cause a very big backlash.
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Zhi Min: Haha thanks! I think so too. :)
10:53 PM /
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Another gray morning, another sendoff. Never felt that gloomy in a long while. Met Ernest on the bus to Tampines before travelling down to the Terminal, greeted by Sus with Luke and Liwei with his new iphone. I guess life does go on..
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Pan seemed alright for a while. Just had to go in with him before he said goodbye. I guess NS hit him hard in Tekong. Pretty much felt so myself, the moment i entered. The place just has that sense of confinement around it somehow.
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Had a small tour around seeing all likes of life there. But it seemed too much of a facade to appreciate in anyway. After that had a nice meal with everyone, it almost seemed like the last supper except it was lunch. Rained though, as if the skies were crying out for all the boys there. Glancing around i could feel the intense sadness from every new enlistee today. I guess it's a phase we must go through don't we guys?
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Boys of Point Comm, Serve the Country, Serve God.
11:16 PM /
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Sometimes i wonder how far i would actually go to make that stand for God? Leaves a lil linger or thought in your mind ya know? Can we actually be so certain that we will be for God when that moment comes? Hmm..
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Totally destroyed after recieving my results last sem after failing non-examinable module, i was kicked out of my class and all. Struggling to cope and adapt to a new class and an entirely new lecture group was tough but God's been good. Met new wonderful friends and yeah.. i'm glad, to have been there with those guys. (My chinese might have improved a lil bit. I think.)
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I managed to get back to my old class this sem though. (Due to last sem's results) Bitter Sweet, i know i'm going to miss alot of them. I guess we just don't get the best of both worlds.. But it is something God needs to be thanked for. And it was quite a surprise present. :)
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Thank you all guys for a great sem. :)
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Carissa: Yeah Yeah! :)