3:50 PM /
Saturday, July 11, 2009
I totally didn't really expected to stayt throughout but i did. And i totally enjoyed it. First time for everything i guess? (: Prayer was Great. I could feel God moving very strongly.
I guess one of the occasions where my insensitivity doesn't count for nuts. Haha! And i got to use the piano all the way for duty. :D (Beat that Ernest!)
Well for those of u who didn't come, i got the pointers for u if u want to know and pray about it too. (:
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Prayer Pointers:
- Being a sheep with Good qualities rather then Bad ones. Pray for personal convictions to enter your heart about character flaws that might hinder you from having the qualities God wants you to have.
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- Being a Good Shepherd. Being a good Father, Brother/Sister, Friend. Father to the people in CHS, Feeding, Nurturing and Tending to the sheeps in CHS. Brother/Sister to the people around you, Talking, Counselling, Teachable, Family-like, EtcEtcEtc. Being a Good Friend. Especially to people who just came in, Able to break out of cliques, comfort zones to embrace them and talking to them. Being Real and not some Holy Joe Seriously..
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- Shifting our focus back to Jesus and the burden he had to go through carrying for us. Let's be Jesus-Centered and not "God want's us to be like this, God wants us to do that, God wants, God wants, God wants.." I mean it's great that we're doing all those but if our focus is on that and not having the Jesus in our hearts and mind? Wrong focus man.. John 14:6
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- Being annoited by God. Believing in His annoiting and go forth to do works because we are empowered. (I didn't get much for this part cuz i was prayer for myself and other people alot. Sorry! (Ask Brandon (: )
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- Also there being a lack of Fear of God in churches nowadays.
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- Having Love in your heart. Cor 13 Being able to show compassion and love even to the most tough, hard-headed, annoying, irritating, arrogant, ignorant, stupid, dumb, lame, hot-headed, slow, or even during anger when your not even in the wrong (Or in the wrong). It's time we forced ourselves to do that. About Closing your eyes to theit outward appearance and saying something nice to them. It can impact their heart. (Ps G got the respect of someone tagged by the police in SAS because of that. You can never get these around in SA if you've been there.) Time to practice it! (:
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I honestly think it's due time Point Comm moved out of our Internal Affairs and started looking at our External Affairs. God has tested our capacity to take in new people. With drips of water here and there. The little people coming in and going. Where are they now?(Space) The Floodgates are ready to be opened. But God will NOT open it UNTIL he believes we are ready to recieve them. Let's show God the due respect and not make a small thing out of His Plan to save as much as He can ya? Let's prepare ourselves. (:
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Richard: No-brainers? Come on, ur in America! :D
12:23 AM /
Friday, July 10, 2009
Finally, finished off with the last paper. And bitter sweet freedom i guess. Not really enjoying it much since the last paper is horribly done, it's THAT hard. So i guess constant reminders about not worrying and fretting is quite due.
(Couple with silent prayers for God to burn all the test papers for common test miraculously. :D)
Alright IE has a new upgrade! IE 8! And with a whole new world of issues... Might take a while for it to stabalize, but meanwhile surfing the net will be quite an obstacle course. Not to mention Singtel still has it's connectivity issues.
Overnight prayer people! Let's see how long i can last playing overnight. Haha! Do come for a time of ministry and communion with God. (:
Carissa: Come onnn! :D I'm really lazy to learn something i'm totally not interested in. Haha!Deci: Lol. Can see that. Lol. Excuses.. Hehe. Go update ur blog when you've got time! (:
8:58 PM /
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Roar! I didn't have time to finish thinking through the last few questions i had left!!! Sigh. Paper was a significant upgrade in difficulty from the past year paper he gave us. Tsk tsk. Had to crack my brain quite abit for this. Really hope i at least obtain a B. (I told my paper "God bless You" before i gave it to the teacher staring at me with a bewildered look.)Okie updates updates, I need someone's brain capable ot storing huge amounts of information w/o deleting them subconciously when sleeping at night. Let's hope DNC goes well. New lecturer-in-charge, new paper. Can't guess nuts!Guess what! I think i can start my own mini album for piano instrumental. Haha! Thank you for the melody Lord Daddy! (:Richard: Hey man! How are u over there? Other then sheer exhaustion. Haha! Carissa: Noooooo! I dun care i'll just ask you for help next time something like this happens. My brain isn't fine-tuned for more engineering stuff! Haha!
6:42 PM /
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
I'm thinking today's paper could have gone better. Haha. I don't like to do math! Anyways, it's all in a higher and more capable pair of Hands. Moving on, 2 more papers to go! Next up, Industrial Electronics and Control. Do pray for strength to last through thanks! (:
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Funny day! Started off early going to school for some Post-paper discussions with my old classmates. (We do this all the time) Rather good time conversing with one another and just made me miss my old class so much more. Miss the old times when i can just turn back to a 5 year old kid and laugh off on our silly stuffs. Guess you don't find that great a crew around much anywhere.
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Sooo..next up, i'm really glad and thankful to God for one thing. I'm not worried! In anyway about this exams. Considering how much i usually worry about these kind of things no matter how small a paper is. Haha! But nonetheless i've been rather blessed with a peaceful spirit! TYG! (:
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PS:Oooh, i did up a new skin for the blog. Nice? ;D Credits to Carissa Fan for helping me make it work since i'm such a bummer at html codings. Lol.
11:39 PM /
Monday, July 6, 2009
MircoP. Quite a daunting start for a exam week. Such simple tasks yet it drains so much energy to accomplish. Thank God I got a pretty simple paper to work for starters . So simple that i can get angry at myself for making a few minor mistakes that would probably cause my distinction with 100%. Haha. But i guess the other papers won't exactly have the same outcome. Next up, Math. My brain's ability to process is definitely compromised already.
Had a talk with Gerald on Msn today. I really think he's God's appointed Superman for Point Comm. So much to teach but few would learn. I'm really glad and thankful to have him as a Pastor and a friend. Considering out current state of affairs, he's doing a great job already. Haha!
Ever gone into moments where you felt your Salvation being compromised? Haha read Matt 12:31. Confused? let me know, I'll try my best to explain it to you. I only just got it cleared up. Haha!
11:21 PM /
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Sentosa!
Youth sunday is such an exciting day every year. Never fails to entertain us younglings. Haha! I'd realise how much dancing can drain your energy after not practicing regularly for so long. Sigh, duty calls. (: Glad we actually did everything rather nicely and i pretty much enjoyed the whole thing, even though i really do not like dancing since i'm like the only guy around. But it's a joy to serve dancing.
Talk with Marcus was great. Wonderful great time. I'm so glad for a best friend like him.
Troubled times, Troubled Mind. Sometimes i really wish from the bottom of my heart that God would just take some of our emotions away. It really makes me feel better and more sane. Can be hard to keep in. Harder you try, the harder it drives u nuts. Gotta keep trying. I feel like a bloated balloon ready to burst anytime soon. I wish it'd all go away.
Troubled times it's You i seek.
Like the Water flowing to the Drain in the Thunderstorm.
God walk with me.
10:47 AM /
Saturday, July 4, 2009
MotivationGoodness, It's already Saturday! I've got like tons more revision to do and i haven't found the right motivation to move through them.
Exams are such a bore since everything revolves around Math. Why can't they have music in Engineering? Never seemed to understand the Math concepts. Lapis Theorum! Haha can eat?
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A few things came to mind, such as taking a lil more responsibility for my own life. Really gotta start working on putting myself in a position where i gotta fend for myself at home. Good practice for some sense of maturity seriously. Time to implement the DIY project.
Oh wells. Looks like i really gotta drag my feet to the table and force the pages to turn. Gears just doesn't seem to work today. Really wished someone would just drop by say hi and talk. Haha. Fat hope for me living here. Sigh, Study on. Labels: :O
6:56 PM /
Friday, July 3, 2009
KukuI had really really really sweet meals for the whole day today. LEFTOVERS! Who doesn't love em. Anyways..REMINDERS! I think we all need them once in a while. About character flaws we need to address and proper character traits to pick up and remind ourselves of. I guess looking at ourselves through a mirror doesn't help much. We need a 3rd person perspective! Gotta remember God first, Emotions second. (Thanks Liwei!)
And i finally am glad to announce the accomplishment of all my Elearning tasks. All of it. :D Although i have to say. The School's CMS System is a horrible and epic failure. What's the point of elearning if there are people who can't access it from home..? I had to go through a lot to complete some of the tasks that required me to obtain information off from the system. (We Should Lodge a official complaint over this)You know, sometimes it's really hard for people to keep what they feel in, but i think once you get used to it, the hardest part is mantaining all that in. Rather tough to manage if actually there isn't anyone you can talk to regarding these kind of stuff. I'd really hope i find a mentor i can really talk to soon. :O
11:33 PM /
Thursday, July 2, 2009
I guess sometimes when you're with a bunch of people but you kinda feel left out? It happens. Like the rain on a sunny day. Well facing these is rather a difficult thing i know after. Kinda felt i just couldn't click and if i would, i would be forcing my way in. Just didn't like it i suppose. (You don't teach people how to talk to you right?) Probably time to rethink who i hang out with more often rather then just jumping the line and going out without considering. Lol. Radical yet quite extreme though. But it was quite saddenning for me. Can't believe i can't even connect with my own close friends. ._.
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Managed to brush through most of the workload thus far. Just got some loose ends to tie up and Comm skills ELearning to finish up. I really wished they'd have less of this. Kinda pushes our poor processing cache to overload. Oh! And the exams are coming soon, with unfinished revisions and Elearning, i'm suprised i'm not even panic'ing or even in a state of fear over this. I really hope this is'nt some blind confidence. Do keep me in prayer! Thank you loads! (:
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Rmb the part about the Great Commision? Really got reminded loads on our duty really. (Thanks Uncle Brandon!) A strong impression that it's really time to wake up and live a life worth being called a Discipler. Irked me the whole day every since the Marcus'es brought up "End of the World". I mean do we seriously think there is enough evidence to clearly convict us for being one? Plus we don't know when the time comes. Food for thought. That's what a great bible study session with a zai Mentor can do to you. Lol.
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PS: Those peeps out there desiring to watch Ice Age 3:Dawn of the Dinosaurs, you've got a green light from this small critic here. Haha! (Oh! This is like pure random but SMALL craving for some Sushi. :D)
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Deci: Hey! Thanks for tagging! Haha.
Victoria: Hey girl! (: I haven't found a suitable skin from ur list yet though... They're like all pink...?
7:25 PM /
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Follow your heart. (Bad idea...)
Always did wonder why sometimes people put things in a way that seem so disturbing. Haha. I guess even a word "haha" can do damage if used inconsiderately. Oh wells. Gotta make sure to learn to have a heart for people more. But i dun think it really helps if you're really not that close to people. Hmm..
You know people always say stuff like do what feels right. I got a theory, if you always do what feels right, you'll wind up being selfish, annoying, irritating, inconsiderate and cold-blooded. Lol. I guess all that comes with discernment. Lol. Learn learn learn!
Gotta hand it to lecturers who just bomb work on poor students like us. I've got a 10 page lab tutorial with 112 pages of materials to look at. Lol. I really think i'd take school anytime now. Considering the amount of Elearning we've gotta finish up at home. Haha!
It's a real joy to have God talk back with you know? Sometimes i think in our life we just need more of that. Perhaps a quieter spirit would be better. Hmm. Time to slow down your pace Boy.