8:01 PM /
Monday, July 13, 2009
Was hoping to try my best to last through today's lessons starting with Microprocessor lab ending with Data network Lab. But i guess that didn't work so well. Shortly after tuning in to MicroP 101 lab with my Baby-faced Lecturer (I'm serious he really does have one), i realised i couldn't think straight. Haha! Everything didn't click well for me and i gave up after 2 and 1/2 hours listenning. Dropped a message to my dad telling him i'll be seeing a doc and went straight down to Katib.
Results wasn't as bad as i thought but they needed me to wear a mask throughout the clinic as a personal protection and for others around me. (Quite amused by it actually since it's my first time wearing one. Lol) and i actually slept in periods waiting for my turn on the seats.
Watching the numbers go by actually brought me to a vege state. Didn't felt like moving, didn't want to talk, mind constantly probed with worries if i actually contracted the disease, people that i came across with the past few days, wondering if it's an onslaught of spiritual attack, the list goes on. So sure yet so unsure, my mind is in a twirl of conflict, yet constantly in my heart God prompts me to calm down, Quiet spirit, peaceful heart.
Let's hope i pull through this one. Do pray.