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Koh Yang Jun (YJ)
March 8th
Anglican
Phileo
March 8th
Anglican
Phileo
8:13 AM / Friday, August 7, 2009
Woke up real early today watching the sky turn to a nice shade of grey. Then my mind seems to wander off to God, "So what Brushes did you use?" I guess since as of recent events i've been lost i guess. Unsure of the direction to take and felt mislead at times to do things. But i'm clearing it up, one by one, just wish the workload would stop pouring in so i could have a piece of mind to relax. Life should be easier for a 19 year old right? I miss my churchies loads. :/Decided to go out a few times lately, but my body screams stay at home. (Sorry if i'm late when i meet you guys) The feeling of stepping out of the comfort of my home is rather annoying when i know i need the fellowship. Could'a sworn i'd turn a different shade of colour all together if it continued. Haha! But nonetheless going out made me feel contented. I guess that sense of security i once had broke but regained bit by bit with the friends around me. Life seems bitter sweet. Constant thoughts kept overflowing into my head, and just a travelling trip can turn to a heated debate in my head. I guess the human mind can work wonders in annoying the body. Dim Sum buffet! Wished i stepped out of the house faster so i would be able to join them but aye, once i knew my phone was under a "fail" moment i decided to take my time. I wouldn't make it in time for them to still be there waiting for me. (Lousy phone!!) But the trip was good. Sufficient time to think, process and stone. (: (Sorry didn't talk much cuz i really didn't felt like it. Was a thinking mood period. Haha!)
Anways, i've had a nice chat with Jeremy Goh recently. You know it's really encouraging to meet your old friends, those notorious, annoying, irritating, arrogant, ignorant, vulgar SA guys (Like me) and when you meet them a few years later, their Christians with a inspiring Godliness surrounding them. I guess maturity really does show when we walk right with God. Thank you God! (:
Sanje: Oh? :D I had to tell you the answer larh. -.-"