10:37 PM /
Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Wonderful day at lunch with the oldies today. Price was pretty steep but I'm glad I saved for it at least. Finished buying 90% of my presents so I'm going to finish up the rest maybe on thursday when I head out.
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I wanna to drop down and cry. Waves after waves of emotions just hit again and again. It's so tough knowing it is there! Yet choosing to honor God and her by waiting just pushes you deeper into sorrow. There never is a sense of joy when you cruxify yourself for Christ. But deep deep down, as my heart and tears cry out, I know there must be something more to this.
God show me please.